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Post by alyssa on Oct 29, 2006 17:14:49 GMT -5
"I guess the question ow is do you really still want to be with her? Do you still love her?" Kelsi asked.
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Post by disneychannel on Oct 29, 2006 21:28:33 GMT -5
"I think so." Ryan said.
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Post by alyssa on Oct 29, 2006 22:26:07 GMT -5
Kelsi dropped her gaze. "Then...m-maybe you s-should be with her." she stammered.
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Post by disneychannel on Oct 30, 2006 15:15:50 GMT -5
"But I think I love you, too." Ryan said.
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Post by alyssa on Oct 30, 2006 21:22:27 GMT -5
Kelsi sighed placing her head in her hands. Finally she looked up. She stood stamping her foot. "If you love me then make up your mind and quit putting me and yourself through this!!! Make your choice Ryan it's her or me!!!" Kelsi turned away her eyes brimming with tears.
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Post by disneychannel on Oct 31, 2006 7:19:04 GMT -5
Ryan ran out of the restaurant in tears
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Post by alyssa on Oct 31, 2006 23:12:15 GMT -5
((they were at Kelsi's house)) Kelsi ran up to her room flinging herself face first on the bed. Why had she done that? She cared for Ryan and she'd hurt him. God she was such an idiot. Kelsi lay on her bed crying and crying.
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Post by disneychannel on Nov 1, 2006 15:52:09 GMT -5
((Sorry.))
Ryan cried on the porch of her house. He couldn't believe this was happening to him.
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Post by alyssa on Nov 2, 2006 21:44:18 GMT -5
Kelsi got up and took a shower. She fiercly shamppoed her hair washing all the hair dye out. Then she scrubbed her face so hard it turned red as she got off all the makeup. She dried off and then changed into a pair of old jeans, a t shirt, her derby and put on her regular glasses. "Time to slip back into obscurity Neilson, but this time." She picked up her cell phone and dialed Ms. Darbous. "Let's make it permanent." Kelsi waited and when Ms. Darbous answered she quickly told her it was Kelsi. "Ms. Darbous I just wanted to tell you I won't be playing the piano for the musicals anymore. I just can't. I'm sorry." She listened. "Well, why don't you just have Sharpay and Ryan's accomapnist do it? He seems to be on top of it anyway." Kelsi hung up without so much as a goodbye. She wanted to scream. She threw open her window and let out a loud cry of anguish before yelling. "RYAN IF YOU CAN HEAR ME I'M SORRY!" she let out another yell before collapsing her head on the windowsill and crying again.
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Post by disneychannel on Nov 3, 2006 7:08:46 GMT -5
((Why did she do that? Just wondering.))
Ryan sighed. He knocked on Kelsi's door.
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Post by alyssa on Nov 3, 2006 8:46:00 GMT -5
((The washing stuff off because she's sick of trying to impress everyone. The quitting the musical because she just knows she can't be on the same stage as Ryan and be okay after yelling at him.)) Kelsi heard a knock on her door and walked downstairs opening it. "Ryan?" she looked at him. "Ryan, I-I'm..." she couldn't say she was sorry. She was, but it was so hard to say.
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Post by disneychannel on Nov 3, 2006 15:14:26 GMT -5
"I know what you're trying to say." Ryan said. "And I'm sorry too. It must be hard putting you through this."
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Post by alyssa on Nov 3, 2006 22:01:29 GMT -5
Kelsi looked down. 'If I'm going to lose you I wish you'd just let me know it." Kelsi said. "Instead of both of us agonizing over when it's going to happen."
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Post by disneychannel on Nov 4, 2006 14:18:14 GMT -5
"That's the thing." Ryan said. "I don't know what's going to happen. I don't. The future is a blur to me at this point."
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Post by alyssa on Nov 4, 2006 21:26:59 GMT -5
"Ryan don't you get it that's just the point," Kelsi said. "The future is a blur to everyone. You've got to carve your own way. Right now you've got a choice to make. You can't have both even though sometimes God only knows we'd want it that way. This is a choice you can't make hastily. Think about it and when you're ready...and you will be ready...to take a cirtian path you know that I'll always be there. As a friend...or as something more." Kelsi mumbled the last bit and blushed.
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